http://www.helpthirst.com/


super easy, and kinda fun :)

update: how the fuck is it that im riding, in a car, with my ex-friend who called me an anorexic freak, to the beach. and if we dont find our friends, we're going to have to, walking along the beach
FUCK THIS.

i hate it when i see my friend eat shit. that is all she eats and she is going nowhere with that diet :(
i don't even want to look it up but supposedly her hair is falling out? i mean i doubt it, but she ran her fingers through her hair and she said a lot came out, but i bet it was just a knot or something.
she showed up to my friends house last night with a huge soda (not sure if its diet but what does it matter)
and obviously went to wendy's. and this morning got chicken and fries from chik fil a

i mean its not even because i have my stupid fucked up life with my ED. it just.... i guess hurts to see her eat shit and not even try to eat healthy.
what if she becomes overweight at a young age (or what is she already is?) her mom isnt obese, from what i can tell from her pictures, but what if she does? like seriously all she eats is shit. burritos, pasta, pop tarts, FAST FOOD chicken and fries....

its just horrible :( she has tried to eat healthier... but it lasted a day
does it ever bother you whena  friend eats crap all the time? if they do?

i hope i dont come off as mean or concieted or a bitch. its just.... i dont think ive ever known someone like this, you know? one of my best friends, ive known her since the first grade, is kinda big (i even hate saying it because it doesnt even fit her, you know?) but she eats healthy and has healthy snacks, and its just her. and she does sports too!

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so i take a shower in my bathroom and like 30 minutes later (i have waist length hair and it had lots and lots of chlorine in it) my dad knocks vigerously on my door and comes ina nd says shit shit shit! and next thing i know WATER LEAKED THROUGH A LIKE CRACK IN MY TILE FLOOR INTO THE LIGHT FIXTUR IN MY DINING ROOM

i hate this house so much
if i were to live here any longer, sure, why not
the rest of my life? NO.

and its a rental and my mom is like "i was thinking maybe we could live here" and i was like "NO"
because there are little bugs that pop out from nowhere, and the things are old, and its just too much.
i mean how did the people used to live here.
i wonder how fucking old this place is.

Tim Russert, from the Today show (Meet The Press) is dead at 58 from a heart attack :(
I watch the Today show every morning before school and tomorrow i think im going to watch it, and its just so sad :(

i've been almost DYING to get my report card, just to see what i made in spanish (aka, the worst subject i've ever had to endure and hopefully, MY LAST *knock on wood*)

overall semester grade: 67%
exam grade: 64%


job well done in failing, i would say ;)


im surprised though... i made a 77 in global studies, i thought i could do better. maybe. and i made a 65% on the end of year/quarter exam. but supposedly, i passed

YAY FOR SKINNI-NESS AND ON TO THE 10TH GRADE! :D

i got out of school early, and im not going back until august WOO. i went with my friend to my brother's school and i also ate half of a cupcake..... well actually, more like 1/4
:)
and then we went to this thai place (where i filled out an application :}) and its really good BUT, i couldnt do it. i was so hungry and i got something HEALTHY. and then i ate like three pieces of mini shrimp, and i couldnt do it. i sat there.... and ignored it. i had a full bowl of rice, veggies, and shrimp left. it  was disgusting to me, and i couldnt do it. i had the worst nausea and headache ever.

and i just made a waffle and im not going to eat it.
i cant.

but today was good

IM NOT A FRESHMAN ANYMORE hahahahaha woo!